Light Headedness...

Woke up this morning, feeling not quite good, may be because of last night’s incident which I didn’t mean to cause. Sometimes this happens in a relationship, whether is with family, spouses or friends. Love gives us happiness but nothing’s free in this world or put it in other way, “give and take”. So, love will bring some unwanted feelings too, besides giving us happiness. Anyway, I still... love you.

Arriving at office today, using a different job designation, today as a draughtsman. I hate doing jobs draughtsman does, sitting in front of the computer and repeating copy and paste commands based on commented drawing. Lucky enough, I am not a draughtsman, so I saw something on the design that should be highlighted to my superior. Well, still I am not lucky enough... What I got was that I should just follow the drawing and submit for another comment. I know my superior’s style, just follow and if people questioned, just say: “I followed your instruction what”. (Urm...) Anyone smells something wrong here? But he’s my superior, has experience of 16 times the experience of mine. What to do? I have to follow and complete my job (jobs at my hand that are waiting to be settled will look pity on me). Later turned around I have to modify it again, need to have a f*** off at being so pissed.

Done the job, but not completed (not like doing it though), light headedness struck without a warning. Felt not really well, thought of getting half day to take a nap at home. But times seem to be pushing me, after lunch, thought of just wait for 4 hours more and save an effort to take leave. Just about to get to 3pm, head started to feel heavy, couldn’t really concentrate, so just took an operation manual and study. It was correct move though, as I found some info in it. Hoped the time would fly, but time is ticking... Slowly... Slowly... So slow...

So? At 5.30pm sharp, there I went, out of the door, taking the operation manual with me? It will stay in my car probably for the night as I think my brain no longer in the mood for “read”. What’s I done today at my workplace? I done something, just something not really made my day at work.

I just don’t like to sit in the office for a whole day. Tomorrow probably better, morning site testing and afternoon site meeting, that probably will occupy me for a whole day, CHEER!